I believe that Jehovah's Witnesses are a cult and that many of the doctrines of the Watchtower
Society are laughable. When I was an active zealous elder I prayed alot every day. Now I pray
2 or 3 times a week. This morning as I lay in bed waking up I had a problem on my mind and I
prayed silently to God about it. After I was done praying the thought just hit me "wait a minute,
how did God know that I just said a silent prayer to him.?" Even if the prayer was audible and I
screamed it out at the top of my voice, how did God know that I was talking to him and not to
my wife? When a person says Dear God, or Dear Father, or Jehovah or Lord does a prayer switch open
in heaven so that God knows that there is an incoming message for Him? Or is it that God hears
all of the thinking of every man, woman, and child on the earth and knows when that thinking is
directed at Him? Does He hear every conversations or every wisper of mankind and knows when
these words are directed at Him asking for help or giving praise? Or is prayer something that God wants
us to do, not because He Himself answers prayers but that He knows that when we think about problems
that we find solutions to our problems? When my family is together and I pray before we enjoy a meal, it always
makes me feel awkard to thank God for the food that He has provided us because it means that He is not providing
for the millions of people around the world who are starving. Why would God favor my family and not
the starving families? Of course there are millions of people who hate God and have more food than
my family has. As one sheds the beliefs that we had as JW's for 10, 20, 30 or more years, we
begin to think more clearly. As we dismantle our belief systems some things become more clear
but a lot of questions remain unanswered like "What is Prayer?"
I would appreciate your comments as I try to sort this out in my mind.
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